another random thing

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Randoming

Good morning ppl. Today is Wednesday and I just wake up, *cheers* :'''')

This week is libur for Sea Games 2011 in every school, but mine *now tears*. Today that Sea Games thing bring a bit effect to my school, finally. We just have to study until first rest and go home. Forgive me, I'm lying. We just have to study till first rest but then we have to create somekind of poster and paper about Sea Games. So let's cabut.

This morning I just started to blogwalking again and interested to post hehe. But idk what to post. Maybe some random things. Here are they....

1. Is galau part of being teenager? LOL

This is the first random thing that popped in my mind hahaha.

Most time when I read my twitter timeline, most of my friend, no matter girl/boy, tweet about relationship. How they keep their feelings for people who doesn't realize, how much they love their girl/boyfriend, how they see someone like the ONE and only, how they sad when their someone doesn't reply their BBMs for another activities, and how they imagine marrying their someone...crap. Is that normal? Too far? Or maybe too far to be true?kidding. I don't know either. Sometimes I also feel not right about anything, or shortly I feel galau sometimes. And now I'm galau-ing about galau :|

2. What will I be in the future? Will these things, that I've passed and I'm passing through will be worth?

I lived for 15 years and I feel like I've been through a lot of things. I've seen dramas in this world. I've tasted some bitter and saltiness about living. I also have listened to people's stories. How hard living is and how they passed it. How far their way to achieved what they have now. They now know what they were and what they are.

But me? I don't know what future me will be. I just know...me. The today-me, idk the future me. I know I'll be the future me, but idk what my future me would became. Like Adele says "I wish nothing but the best for yoooooouuuuuu" and 'you' refers to future me, mehehe.

3. Complicated living.

My life is pretty complicated. Well, everybody have their own complicated problem.

What makes mine is that my mom and dad divorced since I was 5, or maybe 4. I'm now used to live without dad. It's been 10-11 years. I never know where he is since he moved out. I'm now living with my mom. It's fine, she'll never read this anyway haha.

Sometimes I feel like I don't need him, but somehow I do. I always confused when I have to fill parents section on a form... I fill every stuffing about my mom completely, and emptily about my dad. Funny, isn't it? I know, it sounds not important but when you're in my position you'll feel the same. And seeing my friends with their dad, reminding me of how it feels like to have dad. But I've felt that way only for 3 years. My first 2 years of living with dad doesn't count, cause I can't remember anything.

But thank God it happened. So that I now have the third point of this post LOL kiddin. So that now I'm used to do most things by my self without counting on people. Yiea-yiea-yieaa

4. What are peoples doing right now at school?

Hey fellas at school, I'm now at home and posting about you. If there any upcoming homework/test, remind me. Sincerely, your friend that should be at school now but staying at home. AWESOME B-)

5. What will I write on physics test paper tomorrow?

My name and class. Yeaaaah. And additional, "tanggal: 17 Nov 2011". Wish me luckkk T-T *fingercrossed*

Oh God my random things is getting random-er and random-er. Before it goes to the random-est I better end this. Bubye ppl. Wish me luck for my random things, especially number 2 & 5.

XoXo

Agree with Summer

Just watched 500 Days of Summer. It feels so good to find something that can explain 'why won't u marry'.

She said...

and she said...

'I like being on my own.

I think relationships are messy and people's feelings get hurt.

Who needs it?

We're young, might as well have fun while we can,

and save the serious stuff for later'

I agree with her.